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Okay, yeah, I know, bad timing Sideswipe, and we've got bigger problems, Sideswipe.

But... a lot of Not So Awesome stuff is going down with a friend of mine. And ... I...

[Some of the flippant nonchalance in his voice cracks. He goes quiet. This is really hard to admit, and yes, he KNOWS there's a lot going on right now. But it's been beyond him for a long time.]

[Too long.]

I don't know how to help. I wanna.

But I don't know how.

So if anyone's got a sec? Appreciate some feedback here. Y'know, anyone who isn't gonna yell at me for bringing this up right now. That'd be great.

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I know other people have offered, by now, but... I figured, it's worth pitching in, too. I'm willing to help, if I can.

Uh, okay... first off "Hi" and stuff.

[Elle giggles a little, sheepish.] Yeah! Yeah, I'm sorry. I should've... Sorry. Hi. I'm Elle, Elle Days. I'm, um, I'm one of the counselors, that's why I... yeah. I'm sorry.

Nah it's cool! I uh. Just a little bit of frayed wires over this stuff, y'know?

... you don't mean counselor like. "Do something with your life" or "go get a job" kind of counselor though right?

No, no, it's totally okay. I should've thought to at least introduce myself.

Nope, more like the "help you work through whatever you happen to be struggling with, no judgment" kind. I'm not really interested in, like... telling people what to do with their lives? I know it's hard going through stuff alone, and sometimes, a little outside perspective can help.

... Yeah, that... could work.

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It's not about me, though, so I dunno if I can say for sure? And I mean that seriously, not in the "IT'S FOR A FRIEND" sort of way.

It really is for a friend.

It's okay. I'm still willing to try to help. I like to think I'm pretty okay at advice.

I believe you.

Okay.

Okay.

[I can do this--]

My friend. He got... something really bad happened to him recently. That Tarn guy happened to him. And then he... got a box with what I'm pretty sure is someone's parts in it.

He's not himself anymore. And I don't blame him! Cause all this is messed up! I'm not mad at him, I'm... just...

I'm worried about him.

Oh, shit. [... wait, that's not very. Counselor-y of her.] Uh...

It's... It's okay. I understand. I do. I know... what it feels like to be scared you can't help someone you care about. Especially if it's someone who... doesn't want to accept help, or if you just... don't know what to do to help them.

I'm... guessing it's like -- Is he withdrawing? Like... From people in general. Um... Guessing based on the way you're talking, I mean.

[No worries, Sideswipe isn't exactly used to Counselors who aren't telling him to GET A JOB or something.]

I'm not scared. I'm fine! I'm totally fine.

[No he's not.]

Kind of. Like you ask "hey are you okay?" and even if he's freaking out he's all "Yeah I'm fine I'm just fine" and then you get a subject change.

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