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audio; forward-dated to immediately after Kurt and Matthew's post
All right, I'm making this fast and dirty. Whoever is around my shadow, you should be able to kill it in just a second.
[ There's a long silence here, as if Tex is having second thoughts about doing this. ]
Look, this is just for the benefit of anyone in my shadow's vicinity, because it's fucking powerful and violent and I don't want it killing anyone.
[ Another pause, a shorter one, and her voice returns, quieter and full of grief. ]
I killed Connie. I didn't know until later what she was doing and I killed her. She left a file full of evidence behind and I found out later that was probably the worst thing I could have done.
I've...never...forgiven myself for that.
[ There's a lot more Tex could confess, but it just takes one, as far as she knows. Hopefully it's good enough. ]
[ There's a long silence here, as if Tex is having second thoughts about doing this. ]
Look, this is just for the benefit of anyone in my shadow's vicinity, because it's fucking powerful and violent and I don't want it killing anyone.
[ Another pause, a shorter one, and her voice returns, quieter and full of grief. ]
I killed Connie. I didn't know until later what she was doing and I killed her. She left a file full of evidence behind and I found out later that was probably the worst thing I could have done.
I've...never...forgiven myself for that.
[ There's a lot more Tex could confess, but it just takes one, as far as she knows. Hopefully it's good enough. ]

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I killed her before I saw her evidence, Washington. I don't mean she was wrong to trust me. I mean she may have been wrong to trust only me.
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[Why Tex when he had been right there? Except he knows why and he hates himself for it. And he knows why Connie had trusted Texas too. He doesn't have to like it though.]
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She answers quietly. ]
She knew the things you know, Washington.
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She could have come to me.
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[ Her tone is quiet; she swallows and decides she needs to cut this off. ]
I'm going to go out and fight again now.
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