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[redshitlord]

Okay, yeah, I know, bad timing Sideswipe, and we've got bigger problems, Sideswipe.

But... a lot of Not So Awesome stuff is going down with a friend of mine. And ... I...

[Some of the flippant nonchalance in his voice cracks. He goes quiet. This is really hard to admit, and yes, he KNOWS there's a lot going on right now. But it's been beyond him for a long time.]

[Too long.]

I don't know how to help. I wanna.

But I don't know how.

So if anyone's got a sec? Appreciate some feedback here. Y'know, anyone who isn't gonna yell at me for bringing this up right now. That'd be great.

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[redshitlord]

Don't get mad at me!

I'm -- I'm trying to help! That's all I've ever done since I got stuck here! Don't lecture me like that -- like I'm trying to screw this up!

[asafepairofhands]

I'm not mad at you, Sideswipe. [Ratchet gentles his voice as much as he can, feeling tiredness in him like an ache, dragging and relentless.] I'm not trying to lecture you, and I certainly don't think you're trying to screw this up. I know how tempting it is to want to push Riptide to get better faster--it's my job to make sure he's okay, and it's difficult, knowing he's not. I'm just trying to help you understand that this is going to take as long as it takes, and it's not your fault or your responsibility if he's not better next week, or next month, or next year.

You're helping as much as you can just doing what you're doing right now, and I'm sure Riptide is grateful for it.

[redshitlord]

[He makes an upset sort of huff, and scrubs angrily at his face. No, he's not crying, shut up.]

Then... then... talk to him! Because I don't know how to do it! I don't know what I'm doing here -- and ... and I can't let him get more hurt!

Okay?