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Wanda Maximoff ([personal profile] seeingscarlet) wrote in [community profile] thisavrou2017-05-23 08:41 am

video;

We need to talk about what happened last week.

[A week is enough time for the initial shock to have worn off, isn't it? This is important, but they definitely needed recovery time.]

I know what you meant to do, but without a plan, without training working together, people were only going to get hurt. Even the people you want to save or the people you think should be safe.

So I want to change that. I want us to train to fight together so the next time there is trouble we are not so easy to pick off. [She looks like she's about to continue that train of thought, then thinks better of it and shuts her mouth. No, this isn't a safe medium to talk about that, so Wanda settles for something a little milder.] I do not think we will always be safe here.

You do not all know each other, but at home I think we all wanted the same thing. We could build that again here.
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[personal profile] frankensteinian 2017-05-23 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Finally someone speaking his language.]

Do you want some help with that?
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[personal profile] frankensteinian 2017-05-26 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
With training. The point is to do it as a group, right?
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[personal profile] frankensteinian 2017-06-05 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't kill all the time. Just...most of it.]

Then it's a good thing that none of us has that particular ability.
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[personal profile] geomagnetically 2017-05-23 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
A very long talk is in order. [she's not wrong.]

Anyway, I second the motion.
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[personal profile] geomagnetically 2017-05-24 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Is she maybe getting a tiny lecture from Wanda? Because that's kinda what it sounds like. OOPS way to go Lorna. She might feel a little bad now.

And Wanda still. Is not wrong.

So there's that too.]


Ideal plan is maybe dipshits not working everyone up to go charge in without a plan. I went in to make sure people who did rush in all worked up didn't get wrecked... but all of my limbs remained intact and I promise not to make a habit of it and will instead smack the dipshit who suggests such plans in the future?
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[personal profile] modelsixtythree 2017-05-23 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to argue against training or a need for it, I think it's a good idea in general. But I wonder what we'd be training for.

[Natasha goes quiet a moment, clearly choosing her words carefully.]

Is this self-defense on a larger scale or is this planting ourselves between the people here and...whatever they'd need defending from? Because those are two very different sets of skills to work on.
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[personal profile] modelsixtythree 2017-05-23 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Natasha's eyebrows lift a little, but she honestly doesn't look all that surprised. That pretty much sounds like the Hulk.]

I don't think anywhere is ever really completely safe. Human, alien nature, whatever you want to call it. Eventually, something will go bad.

[Such a bright outlook. She clears her throat a little and glances away briefly like she's slightly embarrassed about letting that out.]

But getting people to work together so that everyone's got a better chance at backup. I don't think there are any downsides there.
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[personal profile] modelsixtythree 2017-05-24 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Agreed.

[She lets out a long exhale, looking thoughtful.]

Depending on how many people we're talking about, we're probably going to want to start with smaller groups first. Trying to get a dozen or more people pointed in the right direction is usually an exercise in frustration.
modelsixtythree: (say that again)

[personal profile] modelsixtythree 2017-05-25 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
No. But we should make sure that it's different people every time. Would defeat the purpose if everyone only knows how to react if they're next to one specific other person.

[There's a brief pause.]

Is there a reason you want to confine it to just this group?
Edited 2017-05-25 18:07 (UTC)
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[personal profile] modelsixtythree 2017-05-26 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Fair enough. If you give me a list of people interested, I can start putting together ideas.
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[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-05-23 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
And what was it that we all wanted?

[It's quieter than maybe it should be. Tired and frustrated and not nearly as combative as the whole idea makes him feel. He's been told one too many times what he supposedly comes to conclude. Coming away from this with wads wounded in more ways than the obvious, the idea still leaves him wary. And that's exactly how it sounds.]
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ take me home tonight)

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-05-24 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. Which is why I run a school, not a vigilante organization. Control, not offense. Even if some of that has been apparently lost along the way.

[Oh, Charles.]

You may be ready for this. These kids are not.

[Not that he knows about, anyway.]
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ shake you down)

;_;

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-05-25 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
And there are plenty of us that aren't children.

[A sigh. Even this much feels like more of a concession than he wants to give, but it's better than the alternative. He can admit that much, at least.]

If you know that, you know this only ever results in people getting hurt.
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ how will i know)

Apologies forever ffff

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-05-25 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I would. But there isn't safety in weaponizing the people you care about. What about that is right?
Edited 2017-05-25 19:34 (UTC)
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ our lips are sealed)

WELP

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-05-26 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[He would have to be devoid of both key senses over this video communication to fail to understand that the word has struck harder than he'd perhaps intended it to. It's a point of frustration: the last thing he's wanted to do here is add to the hurt, but backing down here might be one of his most obvious failures.

If that long fall hasn't begun already.

There is a moment, fleeting, of deep pity as he stares back at the feed. Whatever hurt is here, it's not so terribly different from what he's heard of before, is it? (And with the revelation of both her relationship with Peter, and Peter's to Erik...it makes such tragic sense, and he hates himself for how necessary it feels to push back). His expression steels, as much as the sorrow allows, looking more like false bolstering than it mimics any sort of real strength.]


How is it any different? [It's softer than it should be, but still aggravatingly insistent.] Wanda--I'm not here to argue who's had it worse. Truly. I wish it wasn't something we had to relive at all. But if you sincerely don't wish this on anyone else, you must realize that asking this of children who don't--and frankly we should wish they never do--have your experience solves nothing. The cycle doesn't end, we just add more hurt onto what already exists.

You can't ask me to allow this. To sacrifice their lives and call it "good" when it isn't. I don't want them to live in fear, I just want them to be able to live.
Edited (ugh i forget words so often, fml) 2017-05-26 02:59 (UTC)
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ don't dream it's over)

[private; personal feed] sorry for the teel deer

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-05-28 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
It isn't safe anywhere. I'm not blind to this.

[But flying with much-reduced vision, at the very least. Like with fogged up headlights, a splintered windshield, and heavy rain: he knows the moves, but he lacks the ideal understanding of his surroundings. It's a reason for caution; driver's education--so to speak--only counts for so much if the car keeps breaking down, or it's a blocked off road, or god forbid there's a freak accident.

He swallows heavily, vision downcast under a furrowed brow. The communication may already be filtered (for whatever good it will do if this is already the level of danger she seems to think), but the second half of the response is locked to them personally. It's only here that his gaze drags back upward, his eyes rimmed with red, the only visible sign of threatening tears.]


Are you familiar with how a draft works, Wanda? [The pause he gives is brief, his breathing growing unsteady.] My first class wasn't. None of us were prepared. There was no bribe big enough, no excuse valid enough, save for a very clear disability. [And if he could have left instead of all of them...] It was a death sentence in waiting, and no amount of training helped. None.

Teachers. Students. As long as they were fighting age, it didn't much matter, did it? I watched some of the best and brightest and most vulnerable lives of a generation wiped out over the advent of televised war journalism and could do nothing but hope that their gifts would be an advantage. One by one, they disappeared, or died, or they were abused to create weapons meant to kill everyone like them.

I know you think I couldn't possibly understand the weight of this. [With another unsteady inhale, he's barely holding the flood of emotion at bay.] And on a personal level, you're right. I felt everything, but it didn't happen to me. It happened to those I was responsible for.

And I failed. I cannot do that again.
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ when doves cry)

[private; personal feed] honestly they both need an intervention.

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-05-31 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
[He has enough decency to know that's not something to pry into. The feeling from across the mansion is more than enough to understand enough of the context to realize exactly what nerve it was that he'd happened to carelessly strike. And yet they both seem to be hitting similar buttons for each other for something almost ridiculously pedantic. At the core, she's...right.]

Wanda, I'm-- [There is no way to say this that won't sound off.] --sorry. I didn't... [What, Charles? Know? He knows he never asked, never really tried to delve into it, and whose fault is it that he didn't put the pieces together when he'd had most of them to start with?] think.

[He sighs, and as his shoulders slump, he can feel the tension that's wound in through the course of conversation. The desperation, at least, seems to dissipate, but it leaves the upset behind, woven into every minor ache.]

I think you're right. [In part, at least. That unwillingness to repeat loss speaks to that enough. It wouldn't be the first time he'd agreed on some fundamental pain while disagreeing, also fundamentally, on how that should be handled.] I do want to see them safe. I just...

[With one just coming out of a week-long coma that has his nerves frayed, and two more battered and bruised and just barely still breathing, all he can do is worry.]

I sincerely worry that they're not ready.
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ when doves cry)

[private; personal feed] /lays down tbh

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-06-03 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's here that his voice grows quieter, in the dawning of that realization that she has...more of a valid point than he wants to admit. When she hasn't ever been the only one saying it.

Maybe it really is something he needs to consider?]


They already have them, don't they? [A soft sigh. There's already pain here, pain that been torn back open and rubbed raw and might never scar back over.] It's control they need. Still.

[And he's likely failed everyone in that regard if this is the case.]
welcomeprofessor: (⛒ when doves cry)

[private; personal feed] <3

[personal profile] welcomeprofessor 2017-06-14 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
I don't either.

[It's said with a long-suffering sigh, but he's at least no longer arguing. The last time he'd done this, he'd ended up with a couple bodies, several lost friends, a betrayal, and the loss of his legs. He can suffer the latter. It's the losses that still scare him.]

I just wish there was a better alternative.
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[personal profile] arcreact 2017-05-24 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ The proposition itself, and the reasoning behind it - Tony vaguely recalls having a similar conversation, not long after the Ingress had first spat him aboard the Moira. "It's dangerous here, we're better off as a team." True, that didn't exactly happen.

Guess that doesn't mean it still couldn't. ]


It'll be like herding cats. Superpowered cats.
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[personal profile] arcreact 2017-05-25 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
That's fair.

[ The Avengers are a goddamn mess, and he says that as somebody who loves them dearly. ]

Don't mistake my quips for discouragement, I'm all-in on the idea. It's just good to set initial expectations reeeal low.
arcreact: "let me go get some popcorn, watching you make your own decisions should be quite the shitshow" (and then she said to me:)

[personal profile] arcreact 2017-06-06 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ There isn't a single person in denial about it tbh ]

Hey, hey. It's worked so far, why fix what ain't broken?