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thisavrou2016-08-15 04:47 am
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Dear everyone,
Hi. My name is Link. I have been on the ship for seven months. [And still formats everything he writes on his MID like a letter, apparently.] A lot of things have happened. They've made me think a lot about something I didn't think about at all back where I'm from. But I still don't have an answer. So I thought I would ask everyone what they thought.
When is it OK to kill? I know sometimes you have to hunt in order to eat. So as long as you are not wasteful or mean about it, that's OK, I think. Sometimes you have to defend people or stop a bad person from hurting other people. I know that's very important. But sometimes it's good people hurting other people and they won't listen to you. Sometimes it's someone who doesn't know better. Sometimes you fight because you don't understand them and you think you are defending others. How do you know when it is right and when it is wrong?
One time my previous teacher Alice told me that it's hard even for grown-ups to know what is right and what is wrong. She said everyone has to decide for themselves. I am still thinking about what she meant every day. I think there have to be some things that are always good and some things that are always evil. But it's getting harder to know what those things are the more I think about it. So I would like to know what everyone else has decided for yourselves, if that's okay.
Thank you,
Link
[With just the slightest bit of poking around at the information about the MID that posted this, it becomes clear very quickly that this is coming from a kid... Yeah.]
Hi. My name is Link. I have been on the ship for seven months. [And still formats everything he writes on his MID like a letter, apparently.] A lot of things have happened. They've made me think a lot about something I didn't think about at all back where I'm from. But I still don't have an answer. So I thought I would ask everyone what they thought.
When is it OK to kill? I know sometimes you have to hunt in order to eat. So as long as you are not wasteful or mean about it, that's OK, I think. Sometimes you have to defend people or stop a bad person from hurting other people. I know that's very important. But sometimes it's good people hurting other people and they won't listen to you. Sometimes it's someone who doesn't know better. Sometimes you fight because you don't understand them and you think you are defending others. How do you know when it is right and when it is wrong?
One time my previous teacher Alice told me that it's hard even for grown-ups to know what is right and what is wrong. She said everyone has to decide for themselves. I am still thinking about what she meant every day. I think there have to be some things that are always good and some things that are always evil. But it's getting harder to know what those things are the more I think about it. So I would like to know what everyone else has decided for yourselves, if that's okay.
Thank you,
Link
[With just the slightest bit of poking around at the information about the MID that posted this, it becomes clear very quickly that this is coming from a kid... Yeah.]

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I don't know. Mostly I think that people kill because they want something to stop. I mean, some people are just
fucking[no delete that part...] psycho and do it to feel better or because it makes them feel more important. But others kill to make something that is bad to them go away. Someone that hurt them, someone that scares them, maybe to stop someone from doing something they won't like to happen.It might be bad to just them. Or someone might have tricked them into thinking it's bad. It doesn't make it okay, just a fact that it happens.
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Thank you for answering. People who hurt other people to make themselves feel better or to feel important, I think that sounds evil. But killing in order to make bad things stop, I think that's why a lot of monsters get killed where I am from. People are scared and the monsters are trying to hurt them.
But that doesn't make it okay? Will you explain that more please? [That's the kind of thing he's struggling with, and he wants to hear more about that.]
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Or maybe a certain type of person has a history of hurting your type of people. Not everyone of their type does, just a few. Then someone tells you, "you got to kill these guys or they won't stop hurting you." So you kill them to stop your people from being hurt. But it's not like you know which ones are the few
assholesslimeballs in the whole other group."Bad" is in the eye of the beholder.
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I can't answer that. Some people seem to be made to hold a gun or a sword, have a talent for it. It doesn't answer if that's okay or not, though.
But I think you should spend some time being more than a fighter, too. Being a person.
Are you alright?
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I am one of those people. The people who are made to hold a sword. It's a long story but I never really thought about it until I was brought to the Moira.
It's hard.
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[Just saying.]
What happened that made you think about it?
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At this point, the closest thing I've got to an answer is 'it happens' and like hell that's any kind of helpful. You'll have those who think it's always okay, those who think it's never okay, and those who kill who seem to have a problem with others doing the same, but refuse to take credit for their own misdeeds.
[Ahem.]
At the end of the day, sometimes you've just got to go with what feels right for you, I suppose.
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The rest only confirms what Alice said, what Niko has been saying. Though there's something in particular that stands out to him.]
So taking credit for it is important. ["Credit" seems like an odd choice. "Responsibility" would be a better word, one he'd like better, but Link probably won't think of that unless someone points it out.] Why do people have a problem with other people killing when they kill, too?
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That make sense?
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Many of us who kill or have killed were trained into it. We were told that it is a necessary life to live. A requirement. That it would be for your best interest.
The truth is, the act of killing will never be a simple decision. The weight of removing a life will always be with you, and a careful decision to make.
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Being told that the weight will always be there is... oddly comforting. Knowing that it's normal. That it's... a good thing the weight is there. That it should be there.]
Thank you. I understand this. I have felt the weight. It makes me feel better to know that this is how other people feel too.
What do you do if killing is what you are supposed to do? Does it get even heavier the more you do it?
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Then I killed a man that was important in my life. The first I ever truly regretted.
After that, it is no simple thing. You carry that choice. For some, they do not care about the lives they take. For me, I must decide if I need to snuff it out, and what the cost is.
The weight of that has never truly left.
Not since that day.
I do not think it has gotten heavier. Just that I realize the true burden of what it meant.
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Nature itself is a very violent affair. We must kill to survive, to eat, to defend our territory. And survival often trumps the moral balance of our consciousness, so if hunting is your purpose, as long as it is quick for the prey target, it is considered acceptable. No undo suffering.
This is very heavy subject matter for a youngster. What prompted this need for discussion?
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Is killing evil wrong, too? The only other way I know how to stop evil is to seal it away. What about when someone is trying to kill you? Like when the Caducans attacked us? I did not kill any Caducans because I was protecting my friend's dog. But we did not have any choice. What is right and wrong when you do not have a choice?
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Like I said, your definition of evil may differ with others. Some may consider your action stopping an 'evil' man to be evil in and of itself. It's a slippery slope, son.
Also, there is always a choice. Always. It's as much about your choices as it is about you being to look back upon them and conscious accept the weight of what you've done. If you feel just in your action, then that's what matters. If it eats away at you, you may make a different decision in future.
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I think the better question to ask is: can you live with the choice that you've made?
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Will you explain what you mean? About living with the choice.
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But then again, I'm not a human.
[And while his voice sounds human enough, the smiling screen-face in the video suggests that he's actually a robot.]
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wandering the ship again? She feels odd being apart from Link]You seemed troubled, Link. [Fi remains, as she always will be, the master of the obvious] Have recent events caused you to doubt yourself?
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He switches his format to audio to match Fi's, and also makes the conversation private. Still, his answer is... hesitant.]
Yes. I know I was chosen by the Goddesses to fight. But the people here and the things that have happened... I have been thinking about it a lot, because of them.
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There aren't answers to things like this. Not definite ones. It's something that's going to vary from person to person and universe to universe.
You don't ever know if what you're doing is right, especially when it comes to killing. It's something you have to decide for yourself and something that, in most cases, you decide in the moment. And there are some times when, even though it's wrong, it's necessary.
This is one of those things that the more you think about, the more you question. I wouldn't expect any answers to satisfy you fully.
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It's not the way I thought things were at all. I used to think that there was good and there was evil. But you can be forced to do something wrong even if you want to do right. And you can do something wrong even if you think you are doing right. And someone else may think the wrong thing you did was right, too.
Have you killed before?
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I haven't been here very long, but... can I ask what happened? Why you're asking all this?
I know this is a million years late and i apologize
So the network keeps him busy without having to interact with anyone face to face.
But this letter digs at him. There's a way it sounds like he did. There's a sick feeling in his stomach that if there'd been a meeting after Simon died he would have tried to ask this question. Tried to be responsible and good and reasonable about something as ugly as killing. For the first time since being aboard he feels angry. Hot vivid anger wells up suddenly, rejecting what would have been their similarities and focusing on how wrong, how wrong this boy is to even think there's rules for this.]
Dear Link,
There isn't any wrong or right. There's rules to everything so that it doesn't all fall apart, but if people don't listen to them fighting just breaks stuff up more. But not fighting doesn't stop it either. If they can people will do bad things, and everything gets worse and worse until it all ends.
Stop trying,
Ralph
[For all his talk, Ralph too structures his reply in the proper way he was taught.]