[He mutters it, more to himself than to Isha. He's not completely un-self aware. But when he'd come face to face with how badly he'd screwed up and how deeply he'd fooled himself into believing otherwise and how helpless he felt to fix it...tossing himself into the abyss of drunkenness had seemed easier, if not better.
He sighs and pats Q, then slides his arm around the metal pet and slumps/leans on it. At least the robot dog still likes him.]
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[He mutters it, more to himself than to Isha. He's not completely un-self aware. But when he'd come face to face with how badly he'd screwed up and how deeply he'd fooled himself into believing otherwise and how helpless he felt to fix it...tossing himself into the abyss of drunkenness had seemed easier, if not better.
He sighs and pats Q, then slides his arm around the metal pet and slumps/leans on it. At least the robot dog still likes him.]