[hdu Tony the journal was written by Nate's dead mother and contained the only photo of his dead brother]

'snot even really about the journal. [He shrugs and looks even more uncomfortable, if that's possible.] I don't even know if she's still mad. All I did was prove we haven't really fixed things.

[Because the journal overreaction is NOT EVEN THE WORST THING HE'S DONE.]