quixotically: (upset ♧ no no no)
elle days | courier six ([personal profile] quixotically) wrote in [community profile] thisavrou 2016-07-08 12:21 pm (UTC)

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If I can. But I don't have very many leads. Ulysses knows the places I walked before I came to the Mojave... So I could go there and see. But, getting away from New Vegas, so soon after the Second Battle... for something -- selfish, it...

[Elle's heart is starting to ache. How... How does she explain this? Surely is the first person to ask something like this. It -- Elle can feel it in every fiber of her being, the need to know, but putting it into words?]

I don't know -- I don't know if there's... If there's anyone waiting for me to come home. I don't have any kind of idea the kind of person I used to be. If I hurt anyone else. If there's anything I can do about it now to fix it. I -- It matters. Everything... Everything about it matters. More than I can even say. I feel like there's this giant hole in me, things I almost remember, but I can't.

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