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thisavrou2016-02-10 06:52 pm
vengeance_driven) wrote in thisavrou2016-02-10 06:52 pm
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So, because I mention it in another conversation, I am going to say this here where all new people can hear it, and it does not need to be said a bunch of times.
You will sometimes see people with faces like people you know, but they aren't them. You will see people with names and histories of people you know, but look a little different. You will see two different versions of the same person, that looks exactly the same, but with slightly different pasts. Sometimes someone will go away, and when you see them again? They won't remember you.
This is called 'alternate universes'. Most of the time. Maybe sometimes it's a pretty bad prank. That would be shitty of someone to do but it could be. Usually though? It is that you get two versions of two very alike things.
So don't get too confused if someone shows up and doesn't remember you, or someone remembers one of your friends, or someone is looking for a different but much alike person with same name. It just happens. It is pretty shitty that this becomes normal but ah... whatever. Someone good at science can explain how it's possible.
So, because I mention it in another conversation, I am going to say this here where all new people can hear it, and it does not need to be said a bunch of times.
You will sometimes see people with faces like people you know, but they aren't them. You will see people with names and histories of people you know, but look a little different. You will see two different versions of the same person, that looks exactly the same, but with slightly different pasts. Sometimes someone will go away, and when you see them again? They won't remember you.
This is called 'alternate universes'. Most of the time. Maybe sometimes it's a pretty bad prank. That would be shitty of someone to do but it could be. Usually though? It is that you get two versions of two very alike things.
So don't get too confused if someone shows up and doesn't remember you, or someone remembers one of your friends, or someone is looking for a different but much alike person with same name. It just happens. It is pretty shitty that this becomes normal but ah... whatever. Someone good at science can explain how it's possible.
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It's not even completely guilt. I don't want to hate my family for being the reason I did it. It was my choice. I decided that strangers were less important than my loved ones. But I would look at them, and I would know I fucking would kill a million people to make sure they would okay. I would see my cousin's baby and all I would think is death.
[Honestly, though, that's always been his mindset. He learned to kill after his brother's death, because his town needed defending. He didn't want to see more people fall, and he killed so many, only to still keep losing.]
So I don't get to go home.
But I will help anyone here make it to theirs. I will ride out this contract until I can go. [Despite everything, he still thinks the luckiest thing for everyone would be if he didn't even make it that far.] But this thing is on my arm, and it is still a way of keeping me around.