[ She knows that she is walking on the edge of a razor blade right now, she can feel her mind straining against the cage she has built for it, reaching for the storm outside. It would be so simple to just empty all of her anger, all her sadness, all her pain into that swirling mass of energy, turning it all into raw power. Then it wouldn't hurt anymore, it would be a rush unlike anything else.
She wonders what Logan would do, if he had that option. ]
I know what you're trying to do. Everything is too much right now, so you look away. You numb the pain. I don't have that luxury.
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[ She knows that she is walking on the edge of a razor blade right now, she can feel her mind straining against the cage she has built for it, reaching for the storm outside. It would be so simple to just empty all of her anger, all her sadness, all her pain into that swirling mass of energy, turning it all into raw power. Then it wouldn't hurt anymore, it would be a rush unlike anything else.
She wonders what Logan would do, if he had that option. ]
I know what you're trying to do. Everything is too much right now, so you look away. You numb the pain. I don't have that luxury.