Really? [She asks also dropping her gaze down on his arms. Now that she takes a better look at his scars, squinting her eyes a bit as she places her whole focus on them, she realizes how ugly and gross they are.
Well, guess there's something good in his weird blue color, J thinks. For a quick moment she thinks how would they look on someone normal, how would the red marks look against the pale, white skin. A thought of that almost makes her feel nauseated. But regardless, she still can't quite wrap her head around why. And even though it's not like J isn't wearing her own sin and making it visible to everyone else, embracing and nearly smearing it on everyone else's faces, it's still hidden in such clever way that only few actually catch an idea of it. So, even if the blue takes the attention away from the marks, why would he leave cuts for everyone to see?]
Here I thought he died so that we wouldn't need to do things like these? Or does cutting yourself up make you feel closer to God or something equally weird?
I'm having feeling this thread should have cw for whole lot of things
Well, guess there's something good in his weird blue color, J thinks. For a quick moment she thinks how would they look on someone normal, how would the red marks look against the pale, white skin. A thought of that almost makes her feel nauseated. But regardless, she still can't quite wrap her head around why. And even though it's not like J isn't wearing her own sin and making it visible to everyone else, embracing and nearly smearing it on everyone else's faces, it's still hidden in such clever way that only few actually catch an idea of it. So, even if the blue takes the attention away from the marks, why would he leave cuts for everyone to see?]
Here I thought he died so that we wouldn't need to do things like these? Or does cutting yourself up make you feel closer to God or something equally weird?