I guess that's one of the perks of being a monster. I don't have to worry about losing my boyish good looks when nothing can actually hurt me.
[He shifts a bit.]
...I blamed myself. I thought...you know, it figures, right? You finally find someone who accepts you for who and what you are and you go and get him killed. Then you have to go back to his team, his family, and tell them why you're perfectly fine but he's in surgery to save his life.
[His voice cracks.]
You were there. You saw me snap. When I saw you broken and hurt, I was ready to tear Eosoros apart. And now? Now I don't know what I'm more terrified of: losing you or anyone else here, or what I'll do if that ever happens.
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[He shifts a bit.]
...I blamed myself. I thought...you know, it figures, right? You finally find someone who accepts you for who and what you are and you go and get him killed. Then you have to go back to his team, his family, and tell them why you're perfectly fine but he's in surgery to save his life.
[His voice cracks.]
You were there. You saw me snap. When I saw you broken and hurt, I was ready to tear Eosoros apart. And now? Now I don't know what I'm more terrified of: losing you or anyone else here, or what I'll do if that ever happens.