We were talking. Just...y'know, talking. And I started to feel like maybe I was...
Well, no maybes about it; I was wrong about her. Yeah we still argue but...I don't know. I can relate to her. I think.
I don't know. There was progress. I was trying.. I thought maybe I'd finally stopped looking like such a...
[He wrestles with words and grunts in annoyance and frustration. This was a hell of a lot easier when he just hated her arbitrarily, but here he was wondering what she thought about all of this.]
[He stands and starts to pace.]
It's easier to just assume she hates me. I'd rather just think that and not have to hear it. And I know that makes me a coward but...
But...I don't know. I deserve it. I know in some capacity I deserve it.
[He realizes how many times he's said "I don't know" and just turns to Shiro with a helpless shrug. He's lost right now.]
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Before all this happened we...I don't know.
We were talking. Just...y'know, talking. And I started to feel like maybe I was...
Well, no maybes about it; I was wrong about her. Yeah we still argue but...I don't know. I can relate to her. I think.
I don't know. There was progress. I was trying.. I thought maybe I'd finally stopped looking like such a...
[He wrestles with words and grunts in annoyance and frustration. This was a hell of a lot easier when he just hated her arbitrarily, but here he was wondering what she thought about all of this.]
[He stands and starts to pace.]
It's easier to just assume she hates me. I'd rather just think that and not have to hear it. And I know that makes me a coward but...
But...I don't know. I deserve it. I know in some capacity I deserve it.
[He realizes how many times he's said "I don't know" and just turns to Shiro with a helpless shrug. He's lost right now.]