[Noah can't argue with that, but he'd still rather they left it alone altogether. Especially if it's the main thing keeping him present here. He can't help but be selfish in that way. It was one thing to fade away back home to make sure Gansey lived the life he couldn't. But he doesn't want to go again, not if he doesn't have to. Not yet.
He'll stay and listen for now, for his own peace of mind.]
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[Noah can't argue with that, but he'd still rather they left it alone altogether. Especially if it's the main thing keeping him present here. He can't help but be selfish in that way. It was one thing to fade away back home to make sure Gansey lived the life he couldn't. But he doesn't want to go again, not if he doesn't have to. Not yet.
He'll stay and listen for now, for his own peace of mind.]