video; after the savrii invite the moirans to their home
[it's been a while since rey has shown her face on the network. this will be the first time she's used the TAB to do so, and she's unceremoniously stuck it to bb-9's... face. the droid beeps softly, letting rey know that the video is recording. the scavenger is sitting cross-legged with her back to a wall, her staff laid across her knees and her pack beside her. she does not look pleased. in fact, she is frowning very deeply. she isn't very comfortable actually talking to people, but this is important, so she's making the effort.]
Wasn't there a point to all this?
[she pauses, knowing she should probably be more specific.]
The planets, the months of travel, everything— [her voice has been getting louder, so she stops for a breath. she has to calm herself down, pushing flyaway hairs from her face.]
We were supposed to be able to go home. We wasted a fracking year on that moon—if we'd gotten here a year sooner, would this all have been the same? We all saw the corpses on the way here. They died for this—some of us died for this. Coming to this hub, finding this working Ingress... that was supposed to be the end. But now we're just going to go to another planet, another unknown, and what? Live there? Or will there be another promise made, another contract to sign? Another delay to our return?
That's shit. We all know it's shit.
[rey sighs, closing her eyes and not speaking for a few more moments. she's tired, and just wants to go back to jakku. she just wants to go back to her old life, since what was supposed to be her new life seems nigh impossible now. she reaches forward to shut off the TAB, mumbling one more sentence under her breath:]
Why wasn't it the end?
Wasn't there a point to all this?
[she pauses, knowing she should probably be more specific.]
The planets, the months of travel, everything— [her voice has been getting louder, so she stops for a breath. she has to calm herself down, pushing flyaway hairs from her face.]
We were supposed to be able to go home. We wasted a fracking year on that moon—if we'd gotten here a year sooner, would this all have been the same? We all saw the corpses on the way here. They died for this—some of us died for this. Coming to this hub, finding this working Ingress... that was supposed to be the end. But now we're just going to go to another planet, another unknown, and what? Live there? Or will there be another promise made, another contract to sign? Another delay to our return?
That's shit. We all know it's shit.
[rey sighs, closing her eyes and not speaking for a few more moments. she's tired, and just wants to go back to jakku. she just wants to go back to her old life, since what was supposed to be her new life seems nigh impossible now. she reaches forward to shut off the TAB, mumbling one more sentence under her breath:]
Why wasn't it the end?
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But the reason for it? The betrayals, and the failures, the overwhelming stupidity of those who set themselves in charge? He minds that plenty. If stupidity is even what it is. Why, why, why. Rinzler doesn't find that hard to answer.]
They lied.
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i know.
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Support: required?
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only if you have the time
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Location?
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The enforcer keeps his approach inside her field of view, stopping a few paces away. Shoulders hunch inwards, mask dipping, hands at either side. It's a default pose, only slightly more awkward for the circumstances. After a beat, the helmet angles to the side. Mute inquiry, but one that's fairly basic.
Status?]
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It's been a long day.
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Noise whirs out quietly, but the enforcer has even less words for this than usual, and none that seem like they might help. He lets the pause draw out. If she still has anything to say, he'll listen.]
action;
I was ready go to home.
[Abrupt, but true. She'd been arguing with herself over it for months, but when they'd finally crashed on the Hub, she'd made her decision.]
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Most of them were.]
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It isn't fair. And I know that doesn't mean anything to say--things rarely are fair. But I just--I was ready. I thought I could handle everything back home. And now I don't know when I'll be ready again.
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Ready?